Wednesday, July 27, 2011

day 105

‎4.65 miles in 35 minutes

i weigh in today with the doctor, i suspect that i've been hovering again.. that's what the scale indicated on Saturday.

to say that i've been distracted lately, is an understatement.

the plus side, i've been writing again. i haven't been writing anything inspirational or anything related to what i'm doing here.. oh, no, this is complete fantasy writing. oh well. i'll take whatever amount of creative yum yums i get.

i learned that i'm not ready to love someone. once i let go of the guilt of not being able to do something that, really, i want to do.. i'm on the up-side of getting my head right again. if it's meant to be, it will happen. no point in worrying it to death and no point in backing away from the task at hand because of it.

no one is that important?


it's not that. it's just that i've not been a priority to myself, ever. and now i am.
going to keep it that way too, until i learn how to integrate someone in.

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