1 mile walked
i used to be so careless with my heart. my formidable years, i wasn't a shy 21 year old, she loved and she loved hard.. by the time i turned 25, i was changed completely, i had withdrawn from the world on an emotional level, i only brought my heart out on very rare occasions.
the thing about doing that is, it just gets more difficult to deal with stuff.. shutting down, shutting out..
i mentioned "the champagne supernova" years. those were good years, there's a sense of naiveté with youth, that makes it so fleeting and fun.. it's also drama-ridden and i have no use for it.. i'm happy that shit is over.
i'm just tired of being broken.
why can't i just say "i'm ok now" and have that be the truth? why isn't it that easy?
I't much easier to break something than it is to find all the pieces and put them back together. But if it is worth repairing, then it is worth putting the time in to do so
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